老树背后藏着老虎
<br>五年前的诗，和去年的文<br> “老树背后藏着老虎！”——
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<br> <wbr> <wbr> <wbr>二零零八年七月十八日，我七十四岁的姥姥去世了，她的名字叫“张广秀”
<br> <wbr> <wbr> <wbr> 在姥姥家，妈妈是长女，下边两个妹妹，然后是两个弟弟，姥爷去世的时候，妈妈才十一岁，姐弟五人中最小的二舅才两三个月大，有过农村生活经历的人应该知道，在四十年前那是将一种怎样的艰难生活。
<br> <wbr> <wbr> <wbr> 姥姥一生勤恳本分，固守着一个农村母亲的善良，用自己“不识字的教育”方式把每个孩子都教育得安分守己。等到每个子女都成了家，她的身体已经被沉重的生活重担压得不成样子，好在后来生活条件好了，算是过上了衣食无忧的日子。每年在各个儿女家都住一段时间，其实，就算是看起来享福的这些年，姥姥的活计都没有断过，在二姨家，要照看小孩子，要做饭，要喂猪；在三姨家，要帮着做地里的活儿，在两个舅舅家，依然是带孩子，做饭，下地，唯有到了我家，不必动手就可以吃上饭，但是每天早起，都要在屋里扫地，因为她觉得不干活儿就有饭吃是不能接受的，那样的人是废物——即使是在上个月查出肝癌晚期，依旧是这样，妈妈每晚都要把扫帚拿走，只有一次忘记了，第二天就看见姥姥在扫地——当时她已经腹水很严重了。姥姥耳朵也听不清，很背，只是看着别人冲她大声说话，末了人家要是笑着说：“哎呀，真是，什么都不知道！”她就也笑笑，要是人家皱着眉头，她也皱。姥姥并不知道自己是癌症，只是每天那么就瘦下去了，最后，瘦到七八十斤，浑身都是蜡黄的颜色，很吓人。一天早上，把姥姥送回了舅舅家，第三天一早，舅舅打来电话，说姥姥过世了。
<br> <wbr> <wbr> <wbr> 在这个多雨高温的夏天，最近十几天，几乎每天下雨，但在给姥姥办丧事的三天，一定是姥姥的善良，求得上天给了三日的阴凉而无雨，她不忍心给任何人添麻烦，她就是这么一个傻傻的农村老太太，带着五个女儿，守了四十年寡，最后死在了癌症上——当爸爸在车上告诉我姥姥的死讯时，没等我说什么，爸爸就自言自语的说：“死了，就死了吧，活着也是受罪……”——爸爸把姥姥当作娘一样对待，比妈妈跟姥姥说话还客气，作为一个女婿，爸爸做得对她老人家问心无愧。
<br> <wbr> <wbr> <wbr> 其实，我们很欣慰的是，姥姥虽然有腹水，吃饭也不好，肚子胀，但是没有更难受的地方，而其它的同样的病人，大部分是很疼的，我想，一定是老天已经觉得自己对这个老太太的磨炼已经足够了吧？而且，我们全家只有这样想，才能对姥姥的离开感到欣慰。
<br> <wbr> <wbr> （我想在这里记述一个小故事，送给养育了五个子女的姥姥——有个老和尚，带着小和尚化缘走到一个疾病流行的村庄，村里大半人都死于一种怪病，得病的人全身肌肉萎缩，最后会抽成一个畸形的肉球，很多人不堪困苦，选择了自杀，而极少的那一部分没有得病的人，都早早收拾东西，逃亡了。两个和尚走到最后一户人家，看到一个初得病的妇人，带着她尚未断奶的孩子。善良的她给了和尚吃的，并诉说自己的不幸，泪流满面，哭得伤心欲绝——她不是怕死，而是怕自己死了没人能照顾孩子，老和尚临走，对小和尚说，你看，女人总会流泪，是弱者——几年后，这两个和尚又经过那里，妇人的病体已经抽成六七岁的孩子那样的身高，而她的孩子，健康成长了起来，小和尚想起当初老和尚的话，就问：“您不是说女人是弱者吗？他们怎么活了下来呢？”老和尚沉思良久，说道：“是的，女人是弱者，但母亲是最强的强者！”）
<br> <wbr> <wbr> <wbr> 我的记忆里，关于姥姥的并不是很多，但有一件很小的时候的事，永远不会忘记，那大概是四岁多的时候，一次去姥姥家，跟姥姥从大舅的院子去百米之外的老房子，姥姥在屋里找东西，我自己去上院角的厕所，当姥姥收拾完东西喊我时，我故意不说话，姥姥焦急的喊了几声，我都没有答应，姥姥心急火燎的锁上大门，向大舅那院去了，而我，从厕所出来，发现自己被锁在一个很少去到的老院子，吓坏了，哭着喊姥姥，姥姥那时耳朵已经不好，加上已经走出很远，根本听不见，不知道哭了多久，一个经过的人听见哭声，喊来了姥姥，把我接出去……
<br> <wbr> <wbr> <wbr> 姥姥出殡那天，从坟上回来，我对舅妈说，姥姥从前有一条红布的腰带，要是能找到，就给我吧。今天，妈妈去了舅舅家，只是回来时，带来的，不是那条红红的，几乎破掉的布腰带，而是一条我没有看过姥姥用的一条毛线的红腰带，妈妈说：“那条布的，找是找到了，可是太脏了，就随着其他的东西给烧掉了，这一条也是姥姥用过的，还干净……” <wbr>我很伤心，新新的红腰带，很干净，颜色也很鲜艳，但是，我没有见过姥姥用它，在我心里，那就不是姥姥的东西——那就不是姥姥了……
<div> <wbr> <wbr> <wbr> <wbr>愿姥姥安息。</div> LZ可以当文学版版主了，先投你一票 和楼主共同感受外婆的慈爱！ <br>楼主是台版有力的竞争对手了
<br> 蚂蚁论坛 人才济济！！！ <br>山下的女人是老虎 我知道
<br>... <br>这个写的好。
<br>可惜 我没见过我外婆。我母亲9岁时我外婆就去世了。 人总会有生老病死的 都是人才啊 ~佩服 <br>绕口令题目～
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<br> 我没有见过我的外婆，我替我妈妈感到难过～～～
LZ的文章很感人 算来LZ也是80后吧 有这么好的文笔真是难得 如今有这样文采的人貌似不是很多了 咱这有文学版吗？ <div class="quote"><b>以下是引用<i>lao_dao</i>在2009-6-27 13:11:00的发言：</b><br/>咱这有文学版吗？ </div>
<br>有的话，我报名当秘书去
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